cough cough cough!!!

it's 3.10 a.m. and this damn cough has been keeping me awake!! Gargh! my throat feels so itchy right now that I feel like showing my hand down my throat and scratch it!!! I did fell asleep a while ago, but then the coughing started so I'm here, at my neglected blog. *pity*

I'm gonna update about what's been up recently. From my last last post, I did mention I'm currently 'chasing' a girl. And to be honest, I'm still at that stage. But yeah, things are going out quite smooth. She's a really nice girl and for some strange reason, I'm not really rushing into it like I normally would. But if you would ask her, she'd probably say the complete opposite!! It's true, I sometimes do try to annoy her with questions such as "why not now?", "what are you waiting for?" and, "how much longer should I wait?"! I hope she knows I'm only trying to be a pest.

More about her, so yeah, I met her around 2 years back but only got to know a little bit more about her since last year, I suppose. Quite a number of my friends had told me about her even before I met her and all of them were telling me about how nice she is. I usually don't trust anyone else's judgement but yeah, they were right. These few months of "chasing" really showed me how much of a 'catch' she is. I think she's really sweet looking and cute and pretty too. But it's not just looks I'm after, but let me just be clear, yeah, the looks, I'll accept as a bonus! HAHAHA!! She doesn't have a temper,or maybe I just haven't encountered it yet? She's care-free most of the times, really cheerful, playful, smart, funny and really really down to earth,not like most girls nowadays.

I'm not saying all girls!

OK, let me re-phrase.

SOME girls, nowadays are so materialistic and they care so much about what others think about them and most of them are attention seekers, they do anything they can just to get attention, any attention at all. Constantly complaining about every single thing just to harness pity from others. Instead of twittering about it, or FB it, find a way to fix it! DUH!!!! And the people who can have the patience to reply to these status updates are totally eff-ed up too! writing stuff like "smile" "cheer up" If it was me, I'd reply "ok, stop complaining, g.a.l" the g.a.l. for "GET A LIFE" GARGH!

I DON'T MIND PEOPLE COMPLAINING ON FACEBOOK BUT PLEASE!!! NOT EVERYDAY!!!! GOD IS NOT OUT TO GET YOU!!!! YOU'RE JUST MAKING IT SEEM AS IF HE IS!!! GOD HAS BETTER THINGS TO DO!!! LIKE PLAYING CALL OF DUTY: BLACK OPS WITH BUDDHA!!! OR WATCHING RAYWILLIAMJOHNSON ON YOUTUBE!!! OR JUST PLANNING 2012'S GOING AWAY PARTY!!! GARGH -_-|||

wow, that was very far off the original topic, but ok, let's get back.

So these past few months have been going so smooth and I really wish it would continue on the way it is. At first, I wasn't sure if things would even get this far, but as days go by, I can really feel her opening up to me more. I'm not saying that she'll definately accept me yet, I hope she does but whatever decision she decides to make, I'll respect it and not go berserk and start hating her and posting about it on facebook. Because even if she's not going to be my girlfriend, I still wouldn't want to mess up our friendship. I really feel lucky to meet her, and now, having the opportunity to get to know her better, I can't really tell you how I feel. It seems like as each day go by, I'm falling for her more and more. It's been a while since I felt this way over someone, and to be honest, this really is one of the best feeling anyone can have. Even now, as I'm writing this blog post, I'm still thinking about her =) She cares for everyone around her including me and it's not just because she's a nurse, it's just in her nature to do so. Just a while ago, I was complaining to her about my sore throat, she told me to do this and that to soothe it. But I'm still coughing like hell now. lol. >.< anyways, I'm starting to get a little 'blur' right now. Maybe it's because of the medicine.

goodnight bloggy!

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