greetings and salutations~
Yes, I know! My blog has been dead for quite some time. It's not that I'm super duper busy, it's just me being lazy. What? You got a problem? sue me! =P
Anyways,2010. What can I say about it? Quite a lot, but no. I'm not gonna do like a long windy recap of the whole year. That would just not be "me". I'm lazy! Surprised? No? I hate you all! =(
Jokes~Jokes~ you know I love each and every one of you who still expects new posts from me.
And before Christmas ends, let me just wish you all a Merry and Blessed Christmas! May The Savior's birth bring joy to you and your family.
Many things happened this year. I got dumped. Yeah, I know. Even someone as charming as myself got dumped, so be careful friends, you might be next! I'm just playing around! I hope that if you're in a relationship, it would last, unless you're a really hot girl and you would like to hook up with this really hot Filipino mixed Chinese blogger, I say "Go Ahead!". If you're a dude,sorry, I'm straight. Anyways, the breakup was rough, as always. I guess breakups are meant to be that way, like how a funeral should be sad and moody instead of people laughing here and there. But as I've been told, it's okay to be sad over a breakup, just make sure you pick yourself up and emerge a better and stronger person. I would like to say that I've done so and yes, I'm proud of myself....well honestly, I'm always proud of myself. Don't hate me for being so full of myself, it's just my way of saying "life and all it's bullsh*t are not gonna get to me".
Oh yeah, I switched schools too this year, from Sibu to Kuching. I'm still doing my ACCA and hopefully I can finish it soon. And wish me luck, not that I really need it. I'm hoping to take an extra course in 2011. MBA. So I can diversify, and not stuck being a number crunching,geeky, accountant. Kuching has been kind to me, I kinda love it there, except the traffic and most of the road-users. I'm staying with my uncle and his family, they treat me real well there. I have other relatives there too, they're always looking out for me. My family members are the best, period!
And oh yeah, this year, I had a brush with possible death? Well, not that serious, but who knew what could've happened that night. You remember,guys? The tree incident? Where the branches of a tree fell on my car during a storm while I was fetching my friend home? Yeah, that one. Phew, I'm glad nothing too serious happened to my friend and myself. I do feel lucky. And yes, I was very pissed that time and was blaming anything, and almost anyone. But I'm still alive and that's all that matters. =)
I met new friends too, from Kuching, and from Sibu. Caught up with a few of my primary schoolmates and then made friends with his friends and so on. AND AND AND AND, not forgetting Mr.Suituapui!! WOOHOO!! Thanks, Mr.Wee! For all the treats and invitations. I'm sorry I couldn't turn up! hahaha!
Celebrated Christmas Eve with last year's gang but there were a few missing faces and a few new faces. But still, it was a great night. I'm glad I have so much opportunity to make new friends this year.
This post, to me, is long enough, so I'm gonna end it soon.
2010, I got brought down emotionally and almost got brought down 6 feet under. But I don't regret it one bit, If I could turn back time, I wouldn't change a thing, not even the breakup, but I'll probably skip the accident part. =P Now that it's all said and done, I shall bid farewell to 2010 tonight with a smile on my face and probably a cigarette in my hand and a drink in the other and a vibrator in my pants. And by that, I mean my handphone getting filled up with "New Year" messages, you pervs! HAHAHA! I have not lost my sense of humor! Don't worry, I never will!
2011, I welcome thee with open arms, be kind to me!!
2011, you'll be mine for the taking, make me king!!
and on such a "so full of myself" note, I'll end this post!
Thanks for reading, and have a Happy New Year,peeps! I love you all, even you haters. =)
Friday, December 31, 2010
2010 and how it's been.
Posted by Alfieeeeee at 4:51 PM 2 comments
Tuesday, September 28, 2010
It's been 2 years now.
This post is dedicated to my best bro, Chan Jian Ang.
It's been two years now. You left this world on the 28th of September 2008. I still can't believe you're gone sometimes. You're still in my prayers, bro. Even though I don't think you need them anymore. I'm very sure you're up there already. What can I say? You're just a very good person.
Anyways,I keep thinking of you this past weeks. About what we used to do and about every single thing I remembered about you. There's just so many. I really think that you could have gone far in life and accomplish everything that you've ever wanted to.
There's so much I can write about you, but it'll just be a repeat of what I wrote in my past blog, which a certain someone deleted without my permission. That person will have her retribution one day. But I don't care about that now. Because, this day is all about remembering you, bro. Nothing else matters. Instead of grieving about your loss, I'll see things in a positive manner. Like how I got the chance to be friends with someone like you. And appreciate everything that you've taught me about, directly and indirectly. Thanks bro. Still living my life for you. Rest In Peace, my brother.
-Last Year's Post-
Jian Ang was the most cheerful person you’ll ever meet. I knew him since kindergarten, he was the mischievous one. Always running here and there during break time. I wasn’t so close to him during this time. But as soon as we were in primary school, we started being friends. Because both of us were the naughty ones. We had a communication problem, I spoke english and he spoke mandarin, but we got along well still. When it comes to having fun, you don’t need communication. We were pulling pranks together, playing tag together, and playing the oh-so-famous ‘sepak kaki’. I remembered during primary 6, you had this major crush on a girl, and instead of the conventional love letter or presents, you wanted to gave the girl a set of Dragonball stickers. I laughed at you and in the end, I never knew wether you did gave it to her. You always had the funniest jokes. You made jokes even when you didn’t even realise it. There was this once when the BM teacher asked us to write down what we wanted to do or invent when we grow up. You said the funniest thing. “saya nak bina kereta yang besar! Yang ada senjata! Yang ada kelajuan yang tinggi, 10km per jam!”. When we were in secondary school, we were still friends and we both still had enough jokes to make everyone laugh. I always poked fun at you but you never took it to heart. You’re one of the very few people I know that never takes anything to personally. If it was a joke, it was a joke. We always went out to movies together. And then we would walk all the way to parkson just to walk around and just hang out. I enjoyed every single moment I had with you. But as time passed, we weren’t so close as we were. You had your own friends, I had mine. But I guess good friends do stick together no matter what. It was in form 4, you just had your hair straightened and we went out for a movie. I remembered you being vain the whole day. You kept stroking ur hair and kept running ur fingers thru it. We all laughed at you, and you laughed along as well. After the movie, some other friends decided to head to the computer centre for a round of games, so I followed. You showed me how to play all those games there. I wasn’t very into all those games, but heck. It was fun. You were very into basketball at that time and did dragged me along for a few games. Everytime I missed a shot, everyone laughed but instead, you showed me what I was doing wrong and taught me the right way to do it. Thanks to you, I scored a few times, because you kept passing the ball to me so I wouldn’t feel left out. You had a girlfriend during form 5 and you were all lovey dovey, but there I was, always around to tease you. You never got angry or annoyed. You would always laugh along. But when the girl left you, you were very sad and I heard from someone that you did cried. I did talked to you about it, you told me everything. Cheering you up was easy. A few jokes were enough to get you happy again. But after a while, you did complained to me about something else. I was so angry about it, and asked for your permission to beat up a certain someone. You told me not to. You never wanted to solve anything violently, anyone who offended you, would be forgiven in an instance. This is something you taught me. To always forgive. After the spm exam, we always hanged out. Wether it was for movies or anything else. But when the exam results camed out. We were both really disappointed with our results. But it never really got us down for too long. After a session of limteh, we were both ok. But the next day, you told me you’ll be leaving for KL very soon. All I could think of was “damn”. I thought we could hang out longer. But we never lost contact. Whenever you saw me online, you would always greet me and told me about your life in kl. Before you got your computer, you would always hang out at cyber cafes just to go online. And there was this once, u turned on the webcam and show me a girl sitting beside you. You asked me to look at how ugly she is. I had a good laugh whenever I chatted with you. You were so hardworking, you took jobs here and there to pay for your expenses, I wish I am at least a quarter of how hardworking you are. You came back to Sibu every chance you had, we always hang out and had much fun. Always doing stupid stuff like singing loudly in Kee Seng’s car while standing with our heads poking out the sunroof. There’s so much more things I remember about you. And I realise now, there’s not a single bad memory I have about you. They’re all good and fun memories. I guess that’s how it is when one spends time with you. There will only be good times. Never bad.
on the 28th September 2008, I lost not only a friend. I lost you. A brother to me. How I wish it was me, instead of you. You have so much more to offer to this world, you had so much more things you wanted and could do in this life. Trust me, if I could, I’d trade in my life for yours…
Chan Jian Ang, It could’ve been anyone of us that night….
I’m sorry it was you… I wish it was me instead of you.
So, I’ll live my life for you. I’ll always keep your memory with me. I’ll keep the things you taught me. I’ll always be grateful that I met someone like you. We’ll always be brothers, not by blood, but by a strong friendship.
Thanks for all the things you’ve done for us all. Thanks for giving us the chance to know you. Thanks for being such a good friend to everyone. Thanks for everything,bro..
I know you’re up there looking down on us all, and still watching out for us.
Rest in peace, Chan.. It’s already a year, and heck, we all miss you badly..
If anyone is reading, do keep him in you prayers.
Posted by Alfieeeeee at 10:53 PM 6 comments
Tuesday, September 14, 2010
i can has noms, AGAIN?
Last Wednesday during lunch, me and Fel decided to try out Rakutei's order buffet. It's basically a buffet, where you order your food of choice. -_- okay, I did not need to explain that. It's rm68 per person and each person is limited to only 1 dish of sashimi. For any 100gm of food wasted, you'll be charged extra of a few ringgit. I forgot. (typical me).
Well, anyways, we ordered the two plates of sashimi and a whole lot of other things. Ok, the sashimi, it wasn't that bad at all, it's kinda fresh and easy on the tastebuds. No fishy smell, like the ones you get from some other not so expensive sushi places. Well, I'm not here to mock anyplace, so let's move on. But when the 2nd plate of sashimi came, I had enough. I couldn't even swallow it. I don't know why, but maybe it's because I had too much.
The other dishes were okay. There's 2 types of oysters served her, pan fried and deep fried. I recommend the pan-fried ones. They taste better, the deep fried ones, hmm, tasted like batter. I'm serious. Oh yeah! I <3 style="text-align: center;">excuse my lousy camera-phone =)
Mashed Potatoes! <3>
Fel, you look like a ghost here. =s A hungry one. With a smile. LOLZ!
But thanks for helping me finish the sashimi. UEK! xD
OH YEAH! BEFORE I FORGET, LET ME JUST SAY SOMETHING HERE.
My internet connection here is really shitty, so I don't think I'll be able to post as frequent I used to, like last few months. But do expect posts every Tuesday nights =)
Posted by Alfieeeeee at 10:55 PM 7 comments
Tuesday, September 7, 2010
de what?
My friend, Felicia and myself of course, had been planning to go nomnom hunting for a while and Delizze was not actually first on our list. We planned to go to "The Junk" since many,suituapui included, had recommended the Lamb Shank. But an hour before fetching Fel, my cousin called over and told me that The Junk does not open during Tuesdays. What a pity.
My cousin recommended quite a number of places to us but lastly, texted me to go try out Grilled Pork at My Restaurant which is at Muara Tabuan. All I was thinking was "fancy name and pork, why not?". Headed over there, and damn, the road there was if a zombie was gonna jump out in front of us anytime. But, Fel reassured me that zombies only exist in western countries! LOL! yeah right!!! Well, we reached the place and had 2nd thoughts, the name, although fancy as it its, did not had the same surrounding. Just one look, or maybe two, changed our minds. OK, I know I shouldn't judge a book by it's cover but hey, I'll probably go try that place out some other time. =P
So, we headed to Delizze. Had mixed thoughts about the place after looking through some reviews and hearing a little fro my cousin. But, the place looked nice and inviting, what the heck. So in we go, and whoosh!!! the smell of the pastries, the meat. OMG! This will not go wrong!!
We took a seat outside (regret!!!) damn mosquitoes!! And glanced through the menu. We both wanted to order everything. The description sounded so nice and the pics of the food just add to our greed. Fel ordered hot chocolate, a salad ( i forgot the name) and rib-eye steak. While I had, Ice blended Coffee and Beef Tenderloin. And being the Asian that I am, I requested the meat to be "well-done". The service was very fast, our food came out around 15minutes, give or take.
My Beef Tenderloin, I would say not bad, but I'd go for medium rare next time. And the fries are NOT home made!! though it was stated so in the menu. LAWSUIT COMING RIGHT UP!! NOT!!
Fel's Rib Eye Steak. Looks nice, except for the pool of tomato over the meat. But tasted better than mine. =sI'll end this post with a picture I took this afternoon.
Posted by Alfieeeeee at 9:43 PM 5 comments
Friday, August 20, 2010
Of cycling to lose weight,and of Eating to gain it all back =D
I've made it a daily affair to at least cycle for an hour or so but, damn, I hate this place. I'm living with my uncle at Green Heights, and if ya'll don't know. This place is like uphill, downhill, then uphill again. ZOMG!!! The first day of cycling was like hell especially going uphill with a car tailing you so close! I didn't dare to slow down or stop by the side because apparently people in Kuching have never seen a panda cycling before so they have to tail me so closely -____-
Well, no complains for the other days as I got used to it already. Except the sun though, but hey, I'm dark enough already. The sun can do no more harm to me =D wuahahaha! And I have to admit, cycling/working out does help. Now, I don't get migraines so often! That's good! Because I ran out of my meds which was supposed to last me a month in only 2 weeks! Yes, OMG! I've getting so good at cycling, I cycled to Kuala Lumpur the other day. Yeah, from Kuching to Kuala Lumpur! Don't believe? See for yourself!
Perfect weather to cycle my fat ass off!
2 Days of cycling just went down the gutters =(Posted by Alfieeeeee at 12:34 PM 4 comments
Wednesday, August 18, 2010
The Expendables.

How can one NOT like this badass matte black F100. I hate the rims tho, totally wrong.
Back on track, the movie, it's a must watch considering the line-up of stars in the movies. Although I wouldn't really wanna consider Stallone and Arnold as stars. They're more like "has-beens" but, nevermind. Stallone played his role nicely. No over-reacting or sorts. I do like the scene where the two of them was insulting each other. If I'm not mistaken, these two guys had some beef going on between them when they were both the so called "big names" in Hollywood.
and AGAIN, back to the movie. The storyline was a bit predictable for me (it seems that way to me for every movie),not that I did not enjoy it. Nice fight scenes. Statham was in the movie. (hell yeah I like this guy) I don't wanna spoil the movie experience for everyone else who hasn't watch this movie, so I'm not gonna go on and explain the whole story line. Just a word of caution. Prepare to see heads getting bust wide open!! Damn, I like that scene.
I watched the movie at MBO cinema with Ching Wei and 2 of his housemates. They're both nice people to hang around. I kinda feel bad for answering his question with a somewhat rude way.
C.wei's friend : So you're a Malay?
Me : Screw you! I'm chileese(peterchao,lolwth)!
Ok, that was not necessary but I said it, whoops? And don't get me wrong, I don't have a problem with the Malays.........................because I don't want to get locked up by the ISA. I KEED! I KEED! =D
Anyways, go watch the movie if you have not!!
And yes, I've not been updating my blog frequently again. =( whoopsorry.
Posted by Alfieeeeee at 1:24 AM 0 comments
Tuesday, August 17, 2010
even after half a year, still, F.U.
How can I express what you've meant to me these many years? The bond we've shared has been stronger than any other in my life. You were always there for me when I was alone.
When I was scared, you gave me strength.
When I was happy, you shared my joys.
When I turned my back on you, you waited patiently, knowing I would return.
You never judged me or held a grudge. You welcomed me back with open arms. You were my lover, we knew each other so intimately. Just the smell of you can set my heart pounding. The feel of you in my hand, so smooth and firm, makes my blood boil even now. God, I want you so badly. You and I have been together through so very much.
How can I tell you I have to go? I'll just do it... This is "Goodbye." I love you and I always will, but this is killing me. It's not healthy and I'm beginning to see that now. I have changed, grown, but you have stayed the same. We've been going in different directions for awhile, and I just haven't been able to admit it to myself. Now I can.
I am so angry at myself for putting you first. You had such a hold on me.
Letting you go hurts more than I can describe. I lay here at night thinking of you and missing you so badly. Every time something makes me angry I just want to go to you. You always want more of me, and loving you has become a vicious, self-destructive cycle.
I know that the pain I feel right now will heal. I pray it's not too late for me to give myself a fresh start. This pain will not kill me and that which does not kill me only makes me stronger.
Don't wait for me this time.
Posted by Alfieeeeee at 12:36 AM 2 comments
Friday, August 6, 2010
Anger. Beware. =)
This is dedicated to UMW's contract workshop, Tian Zhen or whatever the fuck it's name is and to Moses, the person in charge. I FUCKING HATE YOU AND YOUR WORKERS. DON'T GIVE ME BULLSHIT ABOUT HOW FAST THE PROGRESS IS ON MY CAR ALREADY. YOU PROMISED TO GET IT DONE ON MONDAY AND FUCK YOU THERE'S NO WAY IN FUCKING HELL YOU'LL GET IT DONE ON MONDAY. IF YOU CAN, I'LL STICK MY OWN HEAD UP MY OWN ASS, HOW'S THAT?
NOW WHAT? YOU FUCKING RETARD SON OF A BITCH. IF YOU DON'T GET IT DONE BY THE END OF NEXT WEEK, I FUCKING CURSE YOU, YOUR WORKERS, YOUR ANCESTORS, YOUR WORKER'S ANCESTORS, YOUR DESCENDANTS AND THE WORKER'S DESCENDANTS. FUCK YOU ALL, YOU INCOMPETENT SONS OF BITCHES. MY MOOD IS SO FUCKED UP ALL THESE WHILE BECAUSE OF YOU. CAN YOU NOT DO YOUR JOB PROPERLY, YOU ASSHOLES. WHY DO YOU HAVE TO BE SO RETARDED. I GUESS EVEN RETARDS COULD GET THE JOB DONE FASTER THAN YOU. OH NO, THEY WOULDN'T. BECAUSE RETARDS "ARE" WORKING ON MY CAR. I FORGOT. HOW FORGETFUL OF ME. MAYBE IT'S BECAUSE YOUR FUCKING STUPIDITY HAS SOMEHOW MESSED WITH MY BRAIN AND MADE ME FORGETFUL. FUCK YOU FOR THAT. I BLAME YOU FOR FUCKING EVERYTHING.
AND HOW DARE YOU TRY TO GIVE ME ATTITUDE OVER THE PHONE BUT IN PERSON, YOU SHIT FACE, YOU DARE NOT EVEN RESPOND BACK TO ME. I MAY BE YOUNG BUT I HAVE BALLS AND I'M NOT AFRAID OF SOME FUCK FACE LIKE YOU WHO THINKS JUST BECAUSE YOU'RE OLDER, YOU'RE BETTER THAN ME. NO! MY BRAIN FUCKING WORKS, UNLIKE YOURS. RESPOND TO THAT YOU MOTHERFUCKING PIECE OF SHIT.
AND SINCE I'M SO FUCKING PISSED NOW, I'LL START CURSING YOU FIRST. I HOPE, AFTER I GET MY CAR BACK, YOUR WORKSHOP GETS BURNT DOWN AND YOU LOSE THE CONTRACT WITH TOYOTA AND YOU CAN'T FIND NO CUSTOMER ANYMORE EVEN WHEN YOUR WORKSHOP GETS FIXED UP, LET'S SAY, IN 6-7 MONTHS TIME. AND YOU DON'T HAVE ENOUGH MONEY TO SUPPORT YOUR FAMILY. HOW SAD. NO. FUCK YOU. THAT'S NOT SAD. THAT'S BECAUSE EVEN WHEN YOU HAD EVERYTHING, YOU COULDN'T DO SHIT. NOW, YOU JUST NEED TO LEARN TO MAKE SOMETHING OUT OF NOTHING. SO FUCK YOU AND ALL YOUR FUCKING WORKERS. THOSE FUCKTARDS. AND ESPECIALLY TO THE GUY WHO WORKED ON MY CAR IN THE FIRST PLACE AND MESSED UP, AND IS NOW SICK IN THE HOSPITAL, I HOPE YOU DIE. THAT'S IT.
I'M GONNA ROT IN HELL FOR THE THINGS I JUST THOUGHT OF AND SAID. BUT I DON'T CARE RIGHT NOW. I'LL ASK FOR FORGIVENESS SOON............
Posted by Alfieeeeee at 7:43 PM 2 comments
Tuesday, August 3, 2010
more high more high.
as to why the title is "more high more high" please ask Suituapui!!!
I'm in Sibu right now after finding out I won't be having classes this week! Which is awesome! Took the 10.30am flight on Sunday and boy, was I annoyed. But I guess it's not weird that something such as this happens. After boarding the plane, these 2 aunties started talking to each other. Thinking that they would eventually stop once the plane is ready to take off, I just tried not to be annoyed by them. But I knew they weren't gonna stop. They were speaking their oh so unpleasant Foochow which consisted of bragging about their husbands, their children and themselves and a bit more on themselves. These 2 lau aunties (whom I really really want to strangle) did not stop talking at all, even after everyone was getting off the plane. I shit you not. I'm not kidding.
My first night in Sibu wasn't much. Went for "limteh" with LF and was supposed to be joined by KELLYWHODIDNOTMANAGETOSHOWUP Ling. Yeah, I know right? Her name is longerthan my full name! lolz. Basically just talked crap the whole night.
But the next morning, the first person to text me was STP. Inviting me and LF to lunch at Mei Le Cafe. I'm not gonna go into details about the food here, because I'm sure STP's post about it would be much better. So do click on his link on the right hand side of my blog! But before that, LF and I went to check on my car, dubbed The Fallen. More like The Flattened!! -__-
We had char siew, roast pork, chinese sausage ( 5 slices, so "kiam siap" lolz) and etc. It was nice! STP's company was even better. There were so many jokes about almost anything we could think of and I seriously had a good time. So did LF. There's this moment, where LF and STP were pulling out their cameras and when I pulled out my Kodak......................STP was like........ isn't Kodak dead?
SAD LAHHHHHH =(
Posted by Alfieeeeee at 12:22 AM 3 comments
Monday, July 26, 2010
Kuching so far.
Has been a very nice place for me. I like it here a lot. I do think about home from time to time but still, I don't mind staying here. Living in with my uncle is great fun. He gives me all the freedom I need. He leaves his own car at home for me when he goes to work so I can go out whenever I want. His wife is like the most hardworking person I've ever met, she wakes up early, cooks breakfast, sends the 2 kids to school and works for the whole day till evening,and still has time to prepare dinner. So yeah, staying with them is great fun as it's gonna make me go fatter.
Anyways, here's more things to make me even fatter. Last Friday, after the launching of the new Mazda8, I went out to have some lunch. Thought of just having nasi campur but immediately changed my mind when I saw the laksa served there. So I ordered laksa, costing rm4.50 which isn't so bad. Tasted nice. Very thick broth and I like the sambal belacan too! And the amount/size of the prawns! Just look!
You other brothers can't deny!My uncle said the one at BDC is good so we headed over there with my little cousin. And I'm not sure if it's because of the weather but the ang tau peng tasted sooooooo good!!! I almost had seconds. Now I really feel like having seconds. Damn. -_-
Posted by Alfieeeeee at 9:59 PM 2 comments
Sunday, July 25, 2010
I know I know~
I have not updated for quite some time now. Don't get me wrong. I really really want to update, but I've gone over my download quota on my broadband. So the speed is seriously shitty. Anyways, I'll keep this post short. Just in case my broadband decides to slow down again.
As recommended by Suituapui, I went to try FatCat laksa, somewhere at Stutong. Not bad, I like the wan sui. But Suituapui says they smell like roaches. lolz. What's up with that?!
Fat Cat Laksa for Fat Boy~
>=) EATTTTTT!
Xiao Long Pau's skin looks like that of an old man! =SBut, I did not eat! I swear I did not. Anyways, I got the keys for the CX-9 from my uncle while he was eating and wanted to see what makes it so expensive. Seriously, not to promote my uncle, that car really really really got to me. The smell of new leather and it's soft touch. The leather wrapped armrest was so soft. The 9-speaker BOSE sound system was top-notch. The steering was so light. The engine sounded smooth. If only I could get myself one, so I can fetch 6 girls with me in it and blow their clothes away with the sound system. Okay, totally kidding! =P

Oh what may this be?
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